two days before 2012

2011 almost reach its end, really soon. time does fly way too fast right?

i got much things new that teach me about this life, not that much though. i'm still too young to tell the world that i know all things. :)

i know for sure that i'm growing up. and the bad thing is, the more i feel i'm growing up, the more i know that my father and mother is growing old.

i did have a problem that usually my mother help to solve it. but then, voila. i can do it this year :)

me also learn to hold on. well, it's really hard. honestly speak, i did want to let go all of it this year. just feel too tired to hold on anymore. all of it just like a daily activity with nothing new. sorry to say this, but anger and disappointment, and a little bit tears were dominant during this past few months. somehow i feel like i need fresh air.

last thing i wanna say here, is that everyone changing. my parents, brother, friends, him and me also. the change might bring us closer or further away. right? :)

from all of it, i just want to thank You, dear Lord for everything you gave this past 12 months. it's been great and i got many things new to learn :) cant wait for another experience that You'll give to me :)