random-ing part two

well. i'm back here with random thoughts of mine :p

so, i just read a blog, a married woman's. how she share a story about her baby, her pregnancy, how it hurt to breastfeed and now even harder as she's having her second when she still has to breastfeed her first baby, how tired she is to prepare daily stuff and etc.

what running on my mind is "this person is just crazy. how come she has another baby when her first is not even ONE year old?" but after reading another posts of hers, i do understand. people can have a plan, for this case is by "Keluarga Berencana" program BUT still if God let you have it, you'll have it.

well, she's just great :) being a mom isn't an easy job. it is really a tough time, but it's all pay off by seeing the children grow up.

just by reading her posts, i feel like being a housewife is really really tiring and she's not even have a maid to help her doing daily stuff. well, i know for sure about the "tiring" part just by looking at my mom. she's working yet she still can prepare everything for us. she cooks when i'm still sleeping, she cleans everything and fix things whenever it's broken. she's really patience, calm and accepts everything even sometimes she did complain a bit :) human nature :p

another thing is, about being a full-time mother or half-time mother, means a mom who works. i read someone's status on facebook, well she's a teacher in my high school. "career can always wait" well it's true for a point that you can't miss your baby growing. but, sometimes when you stop your career temporarily, it means you stop it permanently..
it'll be great if we can do both right? but sometimes humans do have to choose. well, it seems not fair though.

just wonder, can i be a good mom? a good wife? even i'm working? can i balance it out?

well, let's see how in a couple years ahead :p

ah. i miss my mommy :(